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Monday, December 10, 2018

INFP Lightworker : Who Do I think I am ?

Who Do I Think I am ?

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You know how Naysayers , Skeptics , Cynical , Doubtful and Neverdowells say and thing.
An INFP Lightworker such as myself starts putting something outward about peace and income the hate mail towards the Social Justice Warrior , Butt-hurt Crybaby , Identity Politics Pinko Red Commie Leftist , Special Snowflake , etc

As an iNtuitive both spiritually and in my MBTI Myers Briggs personality type , I see patterns in this world even as a kid that I never feared to question.
I’m a empath of all sorts . 
Lightworker , Old Soul , Heyoka : Sacred Clown / Mirror Empath , starseed , indigo / crystal , and Twin Flame .

But I’m not saying I’m superior than anyone.

Perhaps this clip from Monty Python’s Life of Brian come to mind .

( This is going to sound like an iNtuitive Bias statement but … yeah , us iNtuitives totally think like this. At least NF types. )

Sure I go on and on and on about MBTI ( Myers Briggs Personality Types ) , Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism , New Thought / New Age Spirituality ( Law of Attraction )
And perhaps encourage that we should all laugh at the face of negativity because someday it will no longer bother us anymore.

But is this sort of future orientated ? I’d be hypocritical to say it isn’t.

Let’s just say that I can see that “ Another World Is Possible , A Better World Is Possible “ .

Perhaps others can see this , perhaps others want this , perhaps people want to believe that love is indeed the answer and the 1960s could have brought upon a 5D Earth , …..
But what’s the hold up ?

This week , the subject of anxiety and depression had came to mind.

Perhaps I’m a healer of my like minded people.

Not like this thought … 
( Oh where’s the glory days of South Park gone …. )

( Yes the two part episode from South Park is one of my favorite episodes of all time. lol :P 
So when is Chris coming back ? Where is he going to go , Detroit ? )
I personally love the earlier episodes more than the later ones ( * which I need to eventually catch up on which I haven’t since season 15 * ) .

Anyway the point is I’m not the kind of instant miracle worker that smacks people around like Bob Larson , Or some kind of fake psychic with a vote Trump sign on their lawn ( I should have taken a picture of that in 2016 and upload it to the internet , that is so contradictory to New Age Spirituality . Lol )

But anyway let’s talk a little bit about
Depression and Anxiety for a second .

Like suicide , I am so tired and sick of people calling it a mental illness !
I’ve already ranted enough on how Neurology / American Psychologist Association and the DSM is bunk for labeling iNtuitives with Asperger’s Syndrome / High Functioning Autism / ADHD

I remember my humor teacher in High School ( here I am a teenager with a public access tv show and I know more than my humor teacher and still I didn’t get any dates or became popular. Besides little to my knowledge even though my Twin Flame telepathy started around this time , I wouldn’t know that me and my Twin differed from 6 years in age until I meet my Twin in late 2015 / 2016 . So no she didn’t go to the same high school and at the same time I did. )
And one of the things he said I found funny and interesting was 
“ If Jesus Christ were to return to Earth , people would harass him for being a bum and a hippie. “

In other words , I get the same feeling. I can be super nice , and find some inspirational wisdom and people could hate me for it !
I’m very glad to know that I’m not the only one who’s been in a situation like this.

I remember when I meet an INFP friend this spring , he asked me a few questions about INFPs and asking if I can relate to what he’s saying , 
And I smiled and said “ Welcome to INFP life , you are not alone. “

So perhaps that in a sense probably relates to “ Who do I think I am “ .
The internet has helped me in so many ways learning more and more about myself
And perhaps me doing what I do is a way of bringing that good back for my like minded people.

I’ve seen all sorts of patterns in which I can relate to , including media and things , 
I think most things can be typed.

Perhaps there’s others who are a lot more organized and realistic about bringing about their idealism in a way where it can make sense to other people and not just themselves and I don’t know , I just express myself in my own unique way I suppose.

Sorry , I’m going off subject here. I’m suppose to be talking about Depression and Anxiety.
And even Second Guessing yourself.

I found these patterns through out my life slowly about things that I can relate to on a deep and personal level , but I think what throws me off from time to time is determining “ WHAT IS NEGATIVE and WHAT ISN’T ! “

And like I said about how Depression , Anxiety and even Suicidal thoughts being labeled as a mental illness is absolute ignorance , perhaps psychology and a lot of things in this life have hierarchy sprinkled into it.

When I got into Anarchism in 2017 ,

Things just made since to me where before I thought it was just individual jerks which are the problem or perhaps the masses are stupid.

Perhaps there’s people who would rather be feared than loved , and perhaps those very people need the most love but deserve it the least.
And whenever someone gives them love , they want to just stomp it out out of the fear of getting hurt again.

And of course when someone thinks of hate , Trump is the person that’s on most people’s minds at the time I written this , 
And …… since I’m such a fan of Spitting Image and British satirical comedy ,
DARN IT , you got to hear this … This is hilarious ! Lol
( Dead Ringers is the modern version of “ Week Ending “ ~ a Radio version of Spitting Image basically )

Anyway , satirical humor I think is what got me through life without me resulting to me taking my life out in 2009 .
And that’s all I had !

But again , you are not alone.
Many great minds had depression and anxiety .
Jim Henson’s last days of his life was pretty much hell because of the Disney deal of 1990 and Jim who was most of the time healthy , his body just slowly broke down.
( Yes Jim Henson was an INFP )
For further reading I recommend
Jim Henson : The Biography by Brian Jay Jones
Street Gang ( a book about the history of Sesame Street which it relates to how Disney wanted to buy The Muppets from Sesame Street which Jim Henson and Sesame Street creator Joan Ganz Cooney were battling even after Jim’s death . )
And the book Make Art , Make Money ( and I love how Disney ( the company ) was symbolized by the two episodes of The Storyteller Jim Henson directed )

I’ve heard that Tex Avery died in depression .
And he’s one of the top best cartoonists in ANIMATION history ! And one of the top funniest !

Even some of the most influential teachers of Anarchism have talked about this openly .

Even the great satirists of Spitting Image and Les Guignols ending on a sad note. Spitting Image where the satirists gave up
Any hope in if satire was going to make a difference politically .

And even the sad ending of Les Guignols De L’info last year ! Which
Made the satirical point that if you worked within the system , the system has the power 
To shut you down , and sadly they did after 30 years.

I could only imagine how the dedicated team at Les Guignols De L’info must have felt .

And for John Lennon , 
I think this interview could have been the beginning of the end of his Peace Activism 
Which in my opinion as well as his songs related was the next greatest thing he ever did next to The Beatles. After that , he was slowly denying it all and calling leftists “ Acting like babies still living at their parents crying for happy chocolate “ as he said in one of his final interviews which was quite sad , and perhaps coming from a sad place covered in such Ego.

So , here’s a general question .

What do you do if nothing is working ?

You got artists , creative talented people , and intellectuals putting stuff on the internet that doesn’t only entertain but makes people think about how “ Another World is possible , A New World is possible “
And perhaps there are people who can relate and are on your side.

Before I say anything , I’d like to mention another attempt from an artist who wanted to bring peace to the world.

Jim Henson .

Fraggle Rock’s mission was to do just that , help bring peace to the world as well as The Dark Crystal and Labrynth mentioning New Thought / New Age Spirituality in a symbolic sort of way.
But perhaps , people didn’t get it on such a deep level which Jim Henson wanted. 

There was a quote I believe was from 1987 that I’d like to share with you all.

“At some point in my life, I decided, rightly or wrongly, that there are many situations in this life that I can’t do much about: acts of terrorism, feelings of nationalistic prejudice, cold war, etc. So what I should do is concentrate on the situations my energy can affect.” _ Jim Henson

In Jim Henson’s final years , many of his projects if it was certain sketches on Sesame Street or even National Wildlife Federation / Better World Society commercials featuring Kermit the Frog and some main characters from The Muppet Show .

Anyway , the general question once again …

“ What do you do when it isn’t working ? “

I think it’s in the matter of keeping balance to keep your sanity .

One of the problems that I have with certain New Thought / New Age teachings is perhaps it doesn’t reach out to light workers and mutual aid like Anarchism .

Such quotes I question …

You Did Not Come to Fix a Broken World
As Non-Physical Source Energy expressing through your physical experience, your physical experience is truly the Leading Edge of thought. And as you are fine-tuning your creative experience, you are taking thought beyond that which it has ever been before.
As you enthusiastically made the decision to come into this physical body and create in this way, you understood, from your Non-Physical vantage point, that this physical world was not broken and in need of repair—and you did not come forth to fix it. You saw this physical world as a creative environment in which you, and everyone else, could express yourselves creatively—you did not come forth to try to get others to stop doing what they are doing and do something else. You came forth understanding the value in the contrast, and the balance in the variety.
Abraham Hicks

“ It’s not your job to change the world, or the people around you. It’s your job to go with the flow inside of the Universe, and to celebrate it inside the world that exists. You are the master of your life, and the Universe is answering your every command. Don’t become mesmerized by the pictures that have appeared if they are not what you want. Take responsibility for them, make light of them if you can, and let them go. Then think new thoughts of what you want, feel them, and be grateful that it is done. “ _ Lisa Nichols ( The Secret )

What I find ironic is if it’s not your job to change the world , why are these teachers teaching about the Law of Attraction AT ALL ?
As for Bob Proctor , smart intuitive philosopher but like many , they are pro-capitalism even though he has a book called “ It’s Not About The Money “ . It’s a great inspirational book … just need to edit all the pro-capitalism out .

Also relates to my opinion about ,
There’s great inspirational stuff for iNtuitives , but it’s kind of right wing libertarian / anarchy-capitalist so yeah it puts down leftist ideologies which I do disagree with strongly but there are also good stuff on there too . MBTI , SEO and New World Order related in my opinion . ( I even contributed to some stuff on there too . :) )
I did think socialism was liberals and I was ignorant at the time I written such comments so , sorry about that. :/

Anyway , the point being it isn’t just “ Individual concern and screw the rest because that’s their problem and not yours “ AND it’s not “ Collective concern and Law of Attraction does not work “ , 
It’s a balance of both Indivisualism and Collectivism .

Let’s look at it like this , 
If capitalism was gone and all needs were meet including material because at that point everyone would be richer than any rich person alive ,
Then that’s a way to go about looking at it because it relates to the same thing.

Perhaps the mindset of “ Building a new world in the shell of the old “ is the best approach for an Anarchist Society which is really losing all the negative energy so perhaps the hierarchical system would collapse on it’s own.

Remember how the FBI would go after anyone who even liked copyrighted material on the internet ?
Well I’m not sure if that’s still common but because of YouTube not being able to go after everyone , it’s power to the people right ?

And maybe it’s because I’m a cultural , philosophical , pacifist , New Age Spiritual Anarchist Empath but
If our actions were related to peace and love ,
Perhaps that would be more effective then fighting , that would be more effective than Antifa and Black Blocks !

The moral and ethical values are still there , but perhaps 
“ Anger “ isn’t the best emotional energy to use.

Same goes with satire which is something I’ve personally struggled with.
Satire is at it’s best when it’s making the point that it’s making.
But it’s most entertaining when it’s funny.

And since I work with puppets and cartoon animation , I have that creative freedom to go about it however I feel like.

But still , not everyone is going to like what I do.
Perhaps like I said in the beginning of this post , I could un-intellectually upset people.

But am I just doing what Heyoka empaths are suppose to do ?

There’s clearly people out there who do not trust love , their Ego is so solid that their heart is in a birdcage while the heart inside their body is replaced with a bird’s nest. 
Yes , that’s the episode of Jim Henson’s The Storyteller I was talking about.
And perhaps relates to what I’m saying ….

Saying that Good vs Evil is unnecessary duality is denying that we live in a word that’s Love vs Fear .

But perhaps a spiritual approach needs to be in order.

Yes , I too want to live in an Anarchist Society / 5D Earth As Soon As Possible.
A High Tech version of The Spanish Civil War from 1936 - 1939.

Could you imagine ?

And as an added bonus a 5D Earth !

And even though The Sex Pistols sung Anarchy in the UK ( Not Anarchists unfortunately )
Don't know what I want
But I know how to get it

I think the truth that perhaps we can all agree upon is , it’s in fact REVERSED 

We know what we want
But don’t know how to get it.

So today , please be open minded to an idea I had for awhile which is ,
Why not take a Law of Attraction approach to this ?
But first does this actually work ? Well If I only knew my Twin Flame in telepathy for 9 years then meet her face to face and know just trying to figure out Twin Flame Union with using Law of Attraction alone , if it worked once , it can work again.
So YES ! It does work for those who believe it does.

In other words , perhaps we did all we can working from the Outside In , Perhaps it’s time we work from the Inside Out .

Anarchism isn’t much different from New Age Spirituality as well as a leftist / New Age perception of The New World Order Conspiracy theories as both are against hierarchy such as capitalism , the state , all unjust hierarchy which energy is made of fear and hate instead of love and peace ,
Even the 1960s reflected both . 
I say Radicals like Jerry Rubin and The Yippies were very close to Anarchism.
Also what happened in France in 1968 .

So , is this a more peaceful way about going about it ?
With spirit guides and all , I say give it a try.
Because Law of Attraction can manifest in two ways which one way is not better than the over because we can not control it’s manifestation delivery.

Manifestation can be delivered as an idea of inspiration or
It can just magically come but have a backstory to justify it’s logic.

_ Erica

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